the shadows of my life are collecting dust
my memories are fading of the events i long to forget
though i hold on to the angst and anger of the pain they caused
finding the time to forget the memories
finding ways to hold onto the pain
i forgive them
i forget them
but they linger in my mind
I want to be forgiven
to be hidden
to be lost and forgotten
but i want to be here where i can stand tall
where i can be.
my mind sees the blessing of how ive lost the hate
the grip i once held so firmly is now released and my past
my past is now just that
past
now longer do i live it everyday
but i live the pain of them not forgiving
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